OKAY - Here I go

I told my self a bunch lats year that I would do XYZ + sum(creativity)/39 - the fact that I love math more then I can finish that me not being able to finish that metaphor is perfectly poetic. so, yeah I'm starting. I'm going let my mind go, See if my hands can keep up with my brain before my mama thought or family interrupts.


I don't love blogging. I Love words and the rhyme that I hear in my mind vs. the ways they come out on screen. Hand writing is wonderful because I hide the mistakes in the way I chose to write them. But then how will other see what my plans are for my business?

All my mistakes or mis spells coming out in my typeing for all to read and judge me on. I did put it out to be read, I should just use AI to make them happy. Change my thoughts...

I'm a child of the 80s/90s I've been doing that my whole life,

"yea sir",

"okay. madam"

"no sir"

"I'm sorry you don't understand me let me try again for you" .... No more, if you came. here you at the time I have started this then you know me and maybe the reason I feel this way now.

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because how awful is when people make observations, , say that will help by just AI to do it.

No thank you, yet here I am, debating if I am going to ask someone to edit this after I'm done.


This year I am have decided to just be that person. I don't care anymore about the algorithm, we all know we dont make the rules.. and they only want us to make them $$.

just mostly pull away from modern tech. because I miss PEOPLE!!!!!

Where is the growth, or community contact we have taken out of our lives. My love of photoraphy came. from wanting to preserve a vital moment that I could get the wolds out for. but with every moment life now is being place between glass and dissected. Why people feel forced to use AI and computer generated apps because... Bla, Bla, Bla, ....


There are more people then you know that are ready to correct this. I bit right now you have found at least 3 mistakes you have noticed as you " read-ith - this "

And thankfully I have a wonderful few people I can turn to. Finding people who dont want to change your words to sould " how they think it should" instead of being TURE to an artist voice ... isn't hiring the right humans to work with


"And hearing why don't you start working with AI " or everytime they say use ChatGPTSASSS. the only word/phrase that comes to mind is one I learn from the wonderful comedian Mo Amer while watching some much needed comedy during editing, and that praise:

" badeza " ! .


Hahaha - but I"m here trying ☺️


I LOVE THESE CALM MAMA RETREAT TIMES!!!!!!

This was the 3rd or 4th retreat I had been to and each time I get a different experience, that ready does help me . The women that put them on are amazing. They put a tone of energy into bring a space to moms from around the bay area. at this one we had

I love meeting up with other women and have conversations ....

Conciser Going to a Mama Retreat


You will be so grateful that you chose to go.

This was the 3rd maybe 4th retreat I have been to with Calm Mamas. Each time I go, I get a different experience that I didn't know I needed. The women that put these events on are amazing. They put a tone of their energy in to bringing a space that is both exciting & calm, for mothers in the bay area.


This was their "Manifest & Flow". A day to help get aligned with our highest selfies, manifest the real dreams, we don't stay out loud while we tap into what was wanted in 2025. YESS 2025 I am going to start you off right..... NOPE!

This retreat was a little ruff for me, all because of poor timing on my part.

The event was an 1.5 drive away that I thought I planned time accordingly. I was still over a hour late - because no matter what, you can't prepare for traffic. Even when you think you have. Like many people in the world I love to have a friend come join me in adventures, so I have someone to talk with about the experience, not to mention someone to talk to on a long drive.


In dealing with the extra hour of alone time in traffic, it kicked off what this retreat was partly about. Manifesting what you want, while talking about it positively with honest following through, in your day to day. I didn't know that my part of the retreat was going to start then the car ride. I was so upset I wasn't sure I wanted to finish the trip. I was already missing my favorite parts of yoga and the sound bath


By the time I got there I was a frazzled, in the wrong head space. The lovely host came and greeted me letting me know it fine i was late and let me know where I could sit and join in with the sound bath. This was the time of the event where I was to re-focus my mind before setting my intention for the retreat. This type of mediation is not lost on me. That day was different I was stuck in a cynical roller coast for whats the point spiral, that my brain was not going to let me off until the ride came to a complete stop.


In the mediation I wasn't the beautiful bright white bird, high in the sun filled sky,

I was with a dragon, first floating through purple and green fog of whys? Struggling to stay with the women leading this put of the retreat, I let go of the expiations for the meditation and just becase present with myself. Not fighting what my mind is trying showing me, but to go along for the ride.

Flying over a dark ocean, colored only by solar the systems and other universities that appear as if they are in a mirror. Skimming the dark water, that danced between my finger tips. Mixing the line of reality of where the seas meet and the stars the reflect back.

Once we were done with our mediation, the group was asked to share on some questions the had been handed out before I was there... and out of fear i shared. Or more like tried to as bests as i could. I mean no one else had seemed to jump shipping their meditation to ride a dragon.,,, ( did they?)

Next followed light mingling break for some yummy snacks and refreshments of your choice.

where I got to catch up with my friend meeting up with other women and have conversations


I realized now that I was freeing up my mind for what this even was able. I had allowed the intrusive thoughts wash off into the ocean, making room to retrieve the dream and wishes I had left on the stars.


I love....

reat to you did <3


Here is a link to there up coming events.

Conciser Going to a Mama Retreat


You will be so grateful that you chose to go.

This was the 3rd maybe 4th retreat I have been to with Calm Mamas. Each time I go, I get a different experience that I didn't know I needed. The women that put these events on are amazing. They put a tone of their energy in to bringing a space that is both exciting & calm, for mothers in the bay area.


This was their "Manifest & Flow". A day to help get aligned with our highest selfies, manifest the real dreams, we don't stay out loud while we tap into what was wanted in 2025. YESS 2025 I am going to start you off right..... NOPE!

This retreat was a little ruff for me, all because of poor timing on my part.

The event was an 1.5 drive away that I thought I planned time accordingly. I was still over a hour late - because no matter what, you can't prepare for traffic. Even when you think you have. Like many people in the world I love to have a friend come join me in adventures, so I have someone to talk with about the experience, not to mention someone to talk to on a long drive.


In dealing with the extra hour of alone time in traffic, it kicked off what this retreat was partly about. Manifesting what you want, while talking about it positively with honest following through, in your day to day. I didn't know that my part of the retreat was going to start then the car ride. I was so upset I wasn't sure I wanted to finish the trip. I was already missing my favorite parts of yoga and the sound bath


By the time I got there I was a frazzled, in the wrong head space. The lovely host came and greeted me letting me know it fine i was late and let me know where I could sit and join in with the sound bath. This was the time of the event where I was to re-focus my mind before setting my intention for the retreat. This type of mediation is not lost on me. That day was different I was stuck in a cynical roller coast for whats the point spiral, that my brain was not going to let me off until the ride came to a complete stop.


In the mediation I wasn't the beautiful bright white bird, high in the sun filled sky,

I was with a dragon, first floating through purple and green fog of whys? Struggling to stay with the women leading this put of the retreat, I let go of the expiations for the meditation and just becase present with myself. Not fighting what my mind is trying showing me, but to go along for the ride.

Flying over a dark ocean, colored only by solar the systems and other universities that appear as if they are in a mirror. Skimming the dark water, that danced between my finger tips. Mixing the line of reality of where the seas meet and the stars the reflect back.

Once we were done with our mediation, the group was asked to share on some questions the had been handed out before I was there... and out of fear i shared. Or more like tried to as bests as i could. I mean no one else had seemed to jump shipping their meditation to ride a dragon.,,, ( did they?)

Next followed light mingling break for some yummy snacks and refreshments of your choice.

where I got to catch up with my friend meeting up with other women and have conversations


I realized now that I was freeing up my mind for what this even was able. I had allowed the intrusive thoughts wash off into the ocean, making room to retrieve the dream and wishes I had left on the stars.


I love....

reat to you did <3


Here is a link to there up coming events.

Asking myself what do I want from 2025

self care ...

This doesn't need to be big - 30 mins so the mind and body can reconnect, recharge & or maybe just a little reset .- Putting some life back into myself always worth it,

Easy Examples:
Walking, Dancing, Singing in a car, writing in a journal , reading a book .

Creating ...

This year go get organized! You never know when the creative bug will hit and space is key when you need you all the space you can get.

Ideas to help:
toss on the music and make it fun. ~ dont stop until you finish ONE thing - pick something to finish that fits the time frame I have. Dont pick something that takes and 1 what you need to leave in 10 minute to pick up the kids. haha

Authentic

If I'm scared because I think someone else is bothered negatively by the outfit wear, the thing I dont buy, or anything else that ISN'T HARMING ANYONE )

Wear it - Care about it- Share it . I know I can figure out how to love the world through other peoples hate.